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And a large crowd followed him and pressed in on him. ²⁵ Now there was a woman who had been suffering from hemorrhages for twelve years. ²⁶ She had endured much under many physicians, and had spent all that she had; and she was no better, but rather grew worse. ²⁷ She had heard about Jesus, and came up behind him in the crowd and touched his cloak, ²⁸ for she said, ‘If I but touch his clothes, I will be made well.’ ²⁹ Immediately her hemorrhage stopped; and she felt in her body that she was healed of her disease. ³⁰ Immediately aware that power had gone forth from him, Jesus turned about in the crowd and said, ‘Who touched my clothes?’ ³¹ And his disciples said to him, ‘You see the crowd pressing in on you; how can you say, “Who touched me?”’ ³² He looked all round to see who had done it. ³³ But the woman, knowing what had happened to her, came in fear and trembling, fell down before him, and told him the whole truth. ³⁴ He said to her, ‘Daughter, your faith has made you well; go in peace, and be healed of your disease.’  Mark 5:24b-34

My family and I once went to a Pirates game in Pittsburgh.  While that may be not very intriguing, the problem lies in that I was cheering for the visiting team, the Cleveland Indians.  Being a fan for the visiting team amidst a crowd of fans for the home team can be a pretty intimidating prospect.  If you have ever been to any kind of sporting event, baseball or football, being a fan for the “other” team may result in a little or quite a bit of hostility towards you.  So fans for the visiting team sometimes try to stay hidden from the other fans.  Maybe they don’t wear their jerseys or cheer when their team scores and most certainly they do not boast about winning around those who lost.  Or else you may end up getting hit by a beer bottle being thrown at you, or maybe that happens only in Cleveland.

So too, does it happen in our faith.  The many self-proclaimed lords of our communities become greatly hostile towards us when we proclaim to the glory of God that Jesus Christ is Lord and they are not!  When we are forced to choose between loyalty and allegiance to God and loyalty and allegiance to our country, our government, our families, our wealth, our possessions, our ______; we find ourselves in conflicts with those who still follow those things.  Simply put, we are intimidated by being faithful to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ in the midst of a community that is faithful to a whole host of other gods.  So we choose to try and keep our faith a secret; we hide. 

But, we are not the only people of God who have in ages past desired to keep our faith hidden because of fear.  A woman suffering for 12 years from incurable hemorrhages, who knows and believes that Jesus can cure her in the deepest recesses of her spirit, is afraid to speak with Jesus face-to-face.  Afraid of being discovered, she hides amongst the crowd until she can sneak her way close to him, only to touch the fringes of his cloak.  She came up behind him and touched the fringe of his clothes, and immediately her hemorrhage stopped (Luke 8:44).  Her faith has made her well and she can return to her home with the crowd and Jesus none the wiser.

But, Jesus is not going to let her stay hidden.  He knows.  He knows not only of her faith, he also knows his power healed her, but, he also knows that she is trying to stay hidden.  So he calls out to her, “Who touched me?”  She knows that he knows.  She knows he is talking to her.  The very thing she is afraid of is the very thing that transpires around her and fear seized upon her.  When the woman saw that she could not remain hidden, she came trembling; and falling down before him, she declared in the presence of all the people why she had touched him and how she had been immediately healed (Luke 8:47).  Her faith has made her well, but she cannot return to her home without anyone knowing; He knows.

But is there rebuke?  Is there a finger pointed at her in judgment?  Is there laughter and ridicule?  Is there scorn and hostility?  No, there is “Go, in peace!”  She was afraid of hostility, she received peace instead.  She was afraid of judgment, she received inclusion instead.  She was afraid of wrath, she received love instead.  Such is the character and actions of Jesus Christ, our Lord! 

My brothers and sisters in Christ, which of us is not afraid?  Which of us is not gripped by fear to be bold and confident in the face of a hostile nation and community around us?  We all fall short of the courage necessary to let our lit lamps sit upon the lampstand.  But the good news for us is the same good news for her, if Jesus can give this woman courage to shine before others, then Jesus can and will do the same for us.  If Jesus is able and willing to minister to this woman, then Jesus is able and willing to minister courage to us.  That in it of itself is worthy of an Alleluia.  To God be the glory, honor and blessings of all his people, for he has wondrously shown his steadfast love to us.  Amen! 

After this the Lord appointed seventy others and sent them on ahead of him in pairs to every town and place where he himself intended to go. 2 He said to them, ‘The harvest is plentiful, but the labourers are few; therefore ask the Lord of the harvest to send out labourers into his harvest. 3 Go on your way. See, I am sending you out like lambs into the midst of wolves. 4 Carry no purse, no bag, no sandals; and greet no one on the road. 5 Whatever house you enter, first say, “Peace to this house!” 6 And if anyone is there who shares in peace, your peace will rest on that person; but if not, it will return to you. 7 Remain in the same house, eating and drinking whatever they provide, for the labourer deserves to be paid. Do not move about from house to house. 8 Whenever you enter a town and its people welcome you, eat what is set before you; 9 cure the sick who are there, and say to them, “The kingdom of God has come near to you.” 10 But whenever you enter a town and they do not welcome you, go out into its streets and say, 11 “Even the dust of your town that clings to our feet, we wipe off in protest against you. Yet know this: the kingdom of God has come near.” 12 I tell you, on that day it will be more tolerable for Sodom than for that town.  Luke 10:1-12

As a boy, one of my chores this time of year was the harvesting of the garden and the various trees in the back yard.  When my parents felt the produce was ripe, I was sent out with baskets to collect and harvest everything I was told to harvest.  I dug up the potatoes and put them in a crock.  I picked the apples and the tomatoes and put them in bushel baskets.  I broke off the pea pods and placed them in a metal colander.  When the time came to harvest, I was sent out with an empty container and told to get everything I could, while the time was right and the produce ripe.

Just as I was sent out to harvest by my parents, so too are we sent out to harvest by God.  But while I was sent for vegetables and fruit, the Lord of the harvest sends out laborers into all his creation.  Just as I was the only child at home to do the enormous task of harvesting a large garden and orchard, so too is God’s harvest plentiful but the laborers are few.  God sends us out not for the corn, but sends us out for lost children of God.

Are we all to go out or only some whose specific purpose is to do so?  While this may or may not be the question on many Christian’s hearts and minds, I wish not to answer it, but ask maybe a different question.  Did Jesus go out for us all?  Then why don’t we all go out for Jesus?  Jesus’ obedience was not just to obey the will of his Father to go out, but Jesus’ love was that he went out for everyone.  Instead of some obnoxious rule of what is right or wrong for all Christians when it comes to mission, let us replace it with a knowledge of God who is mission incarnate in Christ Jesus.  Since he came for us all, then let us all go out for him.

Are we to go out into our community or some other one?  While this may or may not be yet another question on many hearts and minds, I again wish not to answer it, but ask maybe a different question.  Did Jesus go only to Nazareth?  Then why don’t we go everywhere for Jesus?  Jesus didn’t just stay in his home town, he went to others as well.  Instead of some rule of what is right or wrong for all Christians when it comes to their mission field, (if we have one at all), let us replace it with a knowledge of God whose field to harvest is all of creation.  Since Jesus went into all creation, let us all go everywhere for him.

My brothers and sisters in Christ, while I share with you all no small amount of trepidation or anxiety when it comes to mission work, we all share the common purpose given to us in Jesus Christ, to be laborers sent out into the harvest field to collect the Lord of the Harvest’s bounty.  While I might want to hide behind the readymade excuse of “I am not called to go out,” in Christ Jesus we see God coming to us all, so that we all might go out.  While I might want to take shelter in the pretext of “I am not called to go there,” in Christ Jesus we see God going every place we are, so that we might go everywhere he is.   Therefore, let us not dwell in our apprehensions and hesitations about being sent out and being sent out where we do not want to go, let us dwell in Christ Jesus through faith and we will find ourselves being Children of God having already gone out.

¹⁴ When they came to the disciples, they saw a great crowd around them, and some scribes arguing with them. ¹⁵ When the whole crowd saw him, they were immediately overcome with awe, and they ran forward to greet him. ¹⁶ He asked them, ‘What are you arguing about with them?’ ¹⁷ Someone from the crowd answered him, ‘Teacher, I brought you my son; he has a spirit that makes him unable to speak; ¹⁸ and whenever it seizes him, it dashes him down; and he foams and grinds his teeth and becomes rigid; and I asked your disciples to cast it out, but they could not do so.’ ¹⁹ He answered them, ‘You faithless generation, how much longer must I be among you? How much longer must I put up with you? Bring him to me.’ ²⁰ And they brought the boy^[e] to him. When the spirit saw him, immediately it threw the boy into convulsions, and he fell on the ground and rolled about, foaming at the mouth. ²¹ Jesus asked the father, ‘How long has this been happening to him?’ And he said, ‘From childhood. ²² It has often cast him into the fire and into the water, to destroy him; but if you are able to do anything, have pity on us and help us.’ ²³ Jesus said to him, ‘If you are able!—All things can be done for the one who believes.’ ²⁴ Immediately the father of the child cried out, ‘I believe; help my unbelief!’ ²⁵ When Jesus saw that a crowd came running together, he rebuked the unclean spirit, saying to it, ‘You spirit that keep this boy from speaking and hearing, I command you, come out of him, and never enter him again!’ ²⁶ After crying out and convulsing him terribly, it came out, and the boy was like a corpse, so that most of them said, ‘He is dead.’ ²⁷ But Jesus took him by the hand and lifted him up, and he was able to stand. ²⁸ When he had entered the house, his disciples asked him privately, ‘Why could we not cast it out?’ ²⁹ He said to them, ‘This kind can come out only through prayer.’ Mark 9:14-29

One of the most fascinating characters of the great superhero era was the arch-villain Two-Face from the Batman series.  If my memory is correct, Two-Face was the district attorney of Gotham City, Harvey Dent, who had an industrial accident which left half of his body physically scarred.  Harvey developed multiple personalities to match his half normal face and his half scarred face.  Sometimes he would behave as the good and just district attorney and sometimes he would behave as the maniacal Two-Face and the reader never knew at which time which personality would have control.  He was needless to say double-minded about everything.

We too as Christians are double-minded.  We believe but we also doubt.  We obey but we also disobey.  We hope but we also despair.  We love but we also hate.  We bless God with our tongues but we also curse one another.  We are spiritual but we also are material.  We could add to this list until our list rivals that of the average child’s Christmas wish list.

The Christian is both sinner and saint, wicked and righteous, living in the light and darkness.  We all have our very bad moments and we all have our very good moments.  We all make terrible mistakes and we all make wonderful contributions.  All of this is possible only through the continuing work of our Lord and Brother Jesus of Nazareth.  The only reason that anything of lasting value is present in us is because Jesus was mindful of us to give it; and the only reason that everything of temporary value is leaving us is because Jesus was mindful of us to take it away.

The path of discipleship is a path of duality, a path of conflict, a path of struggle, between the sinner in each of us dying a long, slow death, and the saint in each of us growing into a long, slow life.  The same tongue which blesses God will curse men and women made in the image of God.  The same brain which seeks after wisdom from above also seeks after wisdom from below.  The same hospitality which feeds the poor, visits the sick and clothes the naked is the same hospitality which excludes some people based on their religion, ethnicity or class.  The same heart which believes the Word of God is the same heart that doubts that God will ever keep his Word.  We are people who struggle every moment of every day with our double-mindedness. 

The only hope for disciples following Jesus Christ lies is the power of Jesus himself.  Not only is Jesus the end of our Christian journey because he is God, Jesus is also the way of our Christian journey because he is a human being.  A human being born like us in every way, with the struggle to believe, the struggle to obey, the struggle to curb the mind and the tongue, the struggle to discipline the desires, a struggle to be the human our Father made us to be.  But he might be human like us, but unlike us he is no sinner.  Jesus is not double-minded as we are he is only single-minded on the will of our Father.

Who better to help us with our daily struggles than the Brother who struggled every day of his humanity and won?  Who better to help us overcome our doubts that the Brother who struggled every day and believed?  Who better to aid us in our humanity than the Brother who in his humanity lived the life we should have lived but never could?  Who better to aid us as it is written in the Gospel of Mark, Lord we believe, help our unbelief! 

Therefore, let us remember that the Word of God became this human Jesus of Nazareth to help us humans needing help.  Since God became the fully human Jesus to remove the evil and to grow the righteous within us human beings, let us with Jesus live a human life as he continues to live a human life, a life single-minded on the will of our Heavenly Father.  Let us remember that God is with us, Alleluia, Alleluia!

²⁸“What do you think? A man had two sons; he went to the first and said, ‘Son, go and work in the vineyard today.’ ²⁹He answered, ‘I will not’; but later he changed his mind and went. ³⁰The father went to the second and said the same; and he answered, ‘I go, sir’; but he did not go. ³¹Which of the two did the will of his father?” They said, “The first.” Jesus said to them, “Truly I tell you, the tax collectors and the prostitutes are going into the kingdom of God ahead of you. ³²For John came to you in the way of righteousness and you did not believe him, but the tax collectors and the prostitutes believed him; and even after you saw it, you did not change your minds and believe him.” Matthew 21:28-32

When I visit my favorite restaurants, I often have my favorite meals to order.  I also often look forward to them throughout the day.  My favorites give me comfort and in a difficult or challenging time, I seek comfort in my favorite meals.  But I am also pleasantly surprised when visiting my favorite restaurants and see a special that I had not anticipated.  I often change my mind and order the special that catches my eye or my taste buds.  I visit expecting to eat my favorite pasta or chicken and find a special on an intriguing sandwich.  Thus, my mind changes from the old standard to the special of the day.

In our parable of the two sons, both sons change their minds like I change mine.  One son tells his father he won’t work in the vineyard and then changes his mind and goes.  The other son tells his father he will work in the vineyard and then does not go.  But both sons change their minds.  This idea of the changing mind is part of what Jesus is describing for the Jewish Religious leaders of his day and age.  In theological language to change one’s mind describes repentance: to turn around or to alter one’s attitude.  Both sons change their minds, and the church of every age is called to change their minds.

Let’s look at the first son, the one who said no I won’t work and then does.  He changes his mind, but he changes from an unfaithful decision to a faithful one.  He tells his father he won’t work and then realizes that he was wrong and changes to do the right thing.  This is the ideal repentance in that a person who starts off by doing wrong realizes their mistake and then does the right thing.  When our relationship with God is examined, we all too often are the ones that tell God no, but then through the work of the Son and the Spirit, we repent and do the right thing.  We start off doing wrong but then change our mind to do right.

But what about the second son, the one who said yes, I will work and then doesn’t?  he changes his mind, but he changes from a faithful decision to an unfaithful one.  He says the right thing and then does the wrong thing.  This is the worst kind of repentance in that a person who starts off by doing the right thing then fails to follow through and does wrong.  Perhaps we run out of time, or resources, or just plain are not committed to doing the work of the vineyard that God asks us to.  But we have still repented and still repented wrongly.  We repent of the right and do the wrong thing.  We start off faithful but then change our mind to do wrong. 

The entire point of this parable is to show that true repentance is about doing right even if you started wrong.  This is what the tax collectors and prostitutes were doing, and Jesus commends them.  They were wrong in that tax collectors were cheats and oppressive, and the prostitutes were wrong for sexual immorality.  But they might start wrong but change their minds and return to God by believing in Jesus.  But the Religious Leaders are the ones who start right and change into wrong.  They profess obedience and belief, but change their minds and reject God, because they reject Jesus.  Both groups repent, both groups change their minds, but which does the will of God, the sinners who start wrong and become right or the saints who start right and become wrong?

Here is the lesson for us, anyone can change their mind and believe, thanks be to God.  But we also can change our mind and leave.  Which is being truly remorseful, or true repentance, sinners who want forgiveness, or the saints who do not need it?  Both are a change of mind, both are repentance, but only one leads to light and life.  Which are you, the sinner who asks and receives forgiveness, or the religious saint who cannot abide with “those” people in the room?  Let us always remember that anyone can end up right through faith but let us also remember that when we stop believing we can end up wrong.  Change your minds and believe in him.  Never change your minds and leave from him.  Amen.