Two-Face

14 When they came to the disciples, they saw a great crowd around them, and some scribes arguing with them. 15 When the whole crowd saw him, they were immediately overcome with awe, and they ran forward to greet him. 16 He asked them, ‘What are you arguing about with them?’ 17 Someone from the crowd answered him, ‘Teacher, I brought you my son; he has a spirit that makes him unable to speak; 18 and whenever it seizes him, it dashes him down; and he foams and grinds his teeth and becomes rigid; and I asked your disciples to cast it out, but they could not do so.’ 19 He answered them, ‘You faithless generation, how much longer must I be among you? How much longer must I put up with you? Bring him to me.’ 20 And they brought the boy[e] to him. When the spirit saw him, immediately it threw the boy into convulsions, and he fell on the ground and rolled about, foaming at the mouth. 21 Jesus asked the father, ‘How long has this been happening to him?’ And he said, ‘From childhood. 22 It has often cast him into the fire and into the water, to destroy him; but if you are able to do anything, have pity on us and help us.’ 23 Jesus said to him, ‘If you are able!—All things can be done for the one who believes.’ 24 Immediately the father of the child cried out, ‘I believe; help my unbelief!’ 25 When Jesus saw that a crowd came running together, he rebuked the unclean spirit, saying to it, ‘You spirit that keep this boy from speaking and hearing, I command you, come out of him, and never enter him again!’ 26 After crying out and convulsing him terribly, it came out, and the boy was like a corpse, so that most of them said, ‘He is dead.’ 27 But Jesus took him by the hand and lifted him up, and he was able to stand. 28 When he had entered the house, his disciples asked him privately, ‘Why could we not cast it out?’ 29 He said to them, ‘This kind can come out only through prayer.’ Mark 9:14-29

One of the most fascinating characters of the great superhero era was the arch-villain Two-Face from the Batman series.  If my memory is correct, Two-Face was the district attorney of Gotham City, Harvey Dent, who had an industrial accident which left half of his body physically scarred.  Harvey developed multiple personalities to match his half normal face and his half scarred face.  Sometimes he would behave as the good and just district attorney and sometimes he would behave as the maniacal Two-Face and the reader never knew at which time which personality would have control.  He was needless to say double-minded about everything.

We too as Christians are double-minded.  We believe but we also doubt.  We obey but we also disobey.  We hope but we also despair.  We love but we also hate.  We bless God with our tongues but we also curse one another.  We are spiritual but we also are material.  We could add to this list until our list rivals that of the average child’s Christmas wish list.

The Christian is both sinner and saint, wicked and righteous, living in the light and darkness.  We all have our very bad moments and we all have our very good moments.  We all make terrible mistakes and we all make wonderful contributions.  All of this is possible only through the continuing work of our Lord and Brother Jesus of Nazareth.  The only reason that anything of lasting value is present in us is because Jesus was mindful of us to give it; and the only reason that everything of temporary value is leaving us is because Jesus was mindful of us to take it away.

The path of discipleship is a path of duality, a path of conflict, a path of struggle, between the sinner in each of us dying a long, slow death, and the saint in each of us growing into a long, slow life.  The same tongue which blesses God will curse men and women made in the image of God.  The same brain which seeks after wisdom from above also seeks after wisdom from below.  The same hospitality which feeds the poor, visits the sick and clothes the naked is the same hospitality which excludes some people based on their religion, ethnicity or class.  The same heart which believes the Word of God is the same heart that doubts that God will ever keep his Word.  We are people who struggle every moment of every day with our double-mindedness. 

The only hope for disciples following Jesus Christ lies is the power of Jesus himself.  Not only is Jesus the end of our Christian journey because he is God, Jesus is also the way of our Christian journey because he is a human being.  A human being born like us in every way, with the struggle to believe, the struggle to obey, the struggle to curb the mind and the tongue, the struggle to discipline the desires, a struggle to be the human our Father made us to be.  But he might be human like us, but unlike us he is no sinner.  Jesus is not double-minded as we are he is only single-minded on the will of our Father.

Who better to help us with our daily struggles than the Brother who struggled every day of his humanity and won?  Who better to help us overcome our doubts that the Brother who struggled every day and believed?  Who better to aid us in our humanity than the Brother who in his humanity lived the life we should have lived but never could?  Who better to aid us as it is written in the Gospel of Mark, Lord we believe, help our unbelief! 

Therefore, let us remember that the Word of God became this human Jesus of Nazareth to help us humans needing help.  Since God became the fully human Jesus to remove the evil and to grow the righteous within us human beings, let us with Jesus live a human life as he continues to live a human life, a life single-minded on the will of our Heavenly Father.  Let us remember that God is with us, Alleluia, Alleluia!

The Daily Special

28“What do you think? A man had two sons; he went to the first and said, ‘Son, go and work in the vineyard today.’ 29He answered, ‘I will not’; but later he changed his mind and went. 30The father went to the second and said the same; and he answered, ‘I go, sir’; but he did not go. 31Which of the two did the will of his father?” They said, “The first.” Jesus said to them, “Truly I tell you, the tax collectors and the prostitutes are going into the kingdom of God ahead of you. 32For John came to you in the way of righteousness and you did not believe him, but the tax collectors and the prostitutes believed him; and even after you saw it, you did not change your minds and believe him.” Matthew 21:28-32

When I visit my favorite restaurants, I often have my favorite meals to order.  I also often look forward to them throughout the day.  My favorites give me comfort and in a difficult or challenging time, I seek comfort in my favorite meals.  But I am also pleasantly surprised when visiting my favorite restaurants and see a special that I had not anticipated.  I often change my mind and order the special that catches my eye or my taste buds.  I visit expecting to eat my favorite pasta or chicken and find a special on an intriguing sandwich.  Thus, my mind changes from the old standard to the special of the day.

In our parable of the two sons, both sons change their minds like I change mine.  One son tells his father he won’t work in the vineyard and then changes his mind and goes.  The other son tells his father he will work in the vineyard and then does not go.  But both sons change their minds.  This idea of the changing mind is part of what Jesus is describing for the Jewish Religious leaders of his day and age.  In theological language to change one’s mind describes repentance: to turn around or to alter one’s attitude.  Both sons change their minds, and the church of every age is called to change their minds.

Let’s look at the first son, the one who said no I won’t work and then does.  He changes his mind, but he changes from an unfaithful decision to a faithful one.  He tells his father he won’t work and then realizes that he was wrong and changes to do the right thing.  This is the ideal repentance in that a person who starts off by doing wrong realizes their mistake and then does the right thing.  When our relationship with God is examined, we all too often are the ones that tell God no, but then through the work of the Son and the Spirit, we repent and do the right thing.  We start off doing wrong but then change our mind to do right.

But what about the second son, the one who said yes, I will work and then doesn’t?  he changes his mind, but he changes from a faithful decision to an unfaithful one.  He says the right thing and then does the wrong thing.  This is the worst kind of repentance in that a person who starts off by doing the right thing then fails to follow through and does wrong.  Perhaps we run out of time, or resources, or just plain are not committed to doing the work of the vineyard that God asks us to.  But we have still repented and still repented wrongly.  We repent of the right and do the wrong thing.  We start off faithful but then change our mind to do wrong. 

The entire point of this parable is to show that true repentance is about doing right even if you started wrong.  This is what the tax collectors and prostitutes were doing, and Jesus commends them.  They were wrong in that tax collectors were cheats and oppressive, and the prostitutes were wrong for sexual immorality.  But they might start wrong but change their minds and return to God by believing in Jesus.  But the Religious Leaders are the ones who start right and change into wrong.  They profess obedience and belief, but change their minds and reject God, because they reject Jesus.  Both groups repent, both groups change their minds, but which does the will of God, the sinners who start wrong and become right or the saints who start right and become wrong?

Here is the lesson for us, anyone can change their mind and believe, thanks be to God.  But we also can change our mind and leave.  Which is being truly remorseful, or true repentance, sinners who want forgiveness, or the saints who do not need it?  Both are a change of mind, both are repentance, but only one leads to light and life.  Which are you, the sinner who asks and receives forgiveness, or the religious saint who cannot abide with “those” people in the room?  Let us always remember that anyone can end up right through faith but let us also remember that when we stop believing we can end up wrong.  Change your minds and believe in him.  Never change your minds and leave from him.  Amen.

Grumpy Old Men

22 Therefore say to the house of Israel, Thus says the Lord God: It is not for your sake, O house of Israel, that I am about to act, but for the sake of my holy name, which you have profaned among the nations to which you came. 23 I will sanctify my great name, which has been profaned among the nations, and which you have profaned among them; and the nations shall know that I am the Lord, says the Lord God, when through you I display my holiness before their eyes. 24 I will take you from the nations, and gather you from all the countries, and bring you into your own land. 25 I will sprinkle clean water upon you, and you shall be clean from all your uncleannesses, and from all your idols I will cleanse you. 26 A new heart I will give you, and a new spirit I will put within you; and I will remove from your body the heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh. 27 I will put my spirit within you, and make you follow my statutes and be careful to observe my ordinances. 28 Then you shall live in the land that I gave to your ancestors; and you shall be my people, and I will be your God. 29 I will save you from all your uncleannesses, and I will summon the grain and make it abundant and lay no famine upon you. 30 I will make the fruit of the tree and the produce of the field abundant, so that you may never again suffer the disgrace of famine among the nations.  Ezekiel 36:22-30

In the movie Grumpy Old Men, the two main characters both of which are widowers, John Gustafson, and Max Goldman, spend most of the time pranking and fighting with each other in winter Minnesota.  We see fish left in the car overnight creating a stench.  We see snow drifts falling on heads.  We see fighting over high school sweethearts and fighting over a newcomer to the town, Ariel Truax.  Over the course of the movie, these two grumpy old men just pick and fight with each other, each trying to outdo the pranks done to them and neither really winning anything at all.

We just might have a “grumpy” part inside us all.  Perhaps a better term for grumpy might be cynical.  We have become skeptical in a post-covid age, uncertain about what is true and what is political propaganda.  We have become doubtful in a time of conflicting ideas and theories about what is real and what bears integrity.  We have become mistrusting of each other, seeing the “other person” not as neighbors but as rivals trying to get ahead of us or even harm us.  We have become suspicious, seeing conspiracies about elections, vaccines, economics, cashless societies and much more behind every action, every news story, and every tweet on Twitter.  We have become disbelieving in our present age, realizing that for all our desires to “progress” and improve our societies and the lives of everyone, we might really be regressing in respect, in empathy, and in basic human civility.  To put it into words and perspective, we have become “grumpy” cynics.

But when our attitudes become cynical, our actions soon follow.  When we become “grumpy,” we start using labels for people.  When you load your social media applications, you can see the many labels that we use: Boomers, Millennials, Snowflakes, Woke, Sheep, -phobes, Fascists.  All of which serve only to dehumanize the ones opposing us, reducing them to less than human objects which we can hate and destroy.  But a cynical attitude not just reduces our opponents to pejorative phrases, but also allows us to enter rivalries with them, which must be one at all costs; enter the culture wars.  And if we are in rivalries, winning the culture wars is all that matters.  Then we dismiss the viewpoints of our enemies and belittle them in public with as much vitriol and panache as we can muster, to rally our supporters and to earn likes and advertisers for our webpages.  Our “grumpy” cynicism becomes violence and oppression.  Our cynical attitudes become hearts and deeds of stone.

While our world may have many forces encouraging and nurturing cynicism, the Gospel testifies to us of how as Jesus of Nazareth, God is working against “grumpiness,” a new heart I will give you, and a new spirit I will put within you; and I will remove from your body the heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh.  Quite simply put, God has given each of his children a heart transplant.  The old cynical hearts of stone have been removed and a new heart of flesh has been sewn in.  The soul which is skeptical, doubtful, mistrusting, suspicious and disbelieving has been removed and a new heart has been put in its place, a soft heart of flesh.

But what does that look like?  The easy answer is that a heart of flesh looks like Jesus and his life lived for others.  That life is a life of vulnerability before others.  Jesus is not dominant nor selfish nor miserly nor “grumpy.”  He empowers people at the cost of his own power.  He is vulnerable to others as sheep before the wolves.  He is willing to be authentic and to open himself up to others.  But he is open to others even at the cost of being crucified by those other people.  Jesus does not dehumanize and destroy, but Jesus humanizes the other people and creates, not a cynical heart, but a loving heart.

This new heart changes everything.  This heart of flesh creates and generates instead of destroying and killing.  This heart of flesh anticipates in hope the Kingdom of God instead of sinking in cynicism and despair.  This heart of flesh remains present to all in love for God and our neighbor at the cost of vulnerability and self-sacrifice.  This heart of flesh is the heart of the crucifixion and resurrection of Jesus Christ and this heart by Grace lives in us.  This heart can become our heart.  The grumpy old men by the end of the movie became not rivals but friends, caring and supporting each other.  Through Christ, so too can we.  The Gospel friends is that the cynical hearts of stone that live in us can become loving hearts of flesh.  As disciples of Christ, we can learn and become those people, not cynics but saints.  Now let it be so and let it begin with us.  Amen.

Paid in Full

21 Then Peter came and said to him, ‘Lord, if another member of the church[g] sins against me, how often should I forgive? As many as seven times?’ 22 Jesus said to him, ‘Not seven times, but, I tell you, seventy-seven times.23 ‘For this reason the kingdom of heaven may be compared to a king who wished to settle accounts with his slaves. 24 When he began the reckoning, one who owed him ten thousand talents was brought to him; 25 and, as he could not pay, his lord ordered him to be sold, together with his wife and children and all his possessions, and payment to be made. 26 So the slave fell on his knees before him, saying, “Have patience with me, and I will pay you everything.” 27 And out of pity for him, the lord of that slave released him and forgave him the debt. 28 But that same slave, as he went out, came upon one of his fellow-slaves who owed him a hundred denarii; and seizing him by the throat, he said, “Pay what you owe.” 29 Then his fellow-slave fell down and pleaded with him, “Have patience with me, and I will pay you.” 30 But he refused; then he went and threw him into prison until he should pay the debt. 31 When his fellow-slaves saw what had happened, they were greatly distressed, and they went and reported to their lord all that had taken place. 32 Then his lord summoned him and said to him, “You wicked slave! I forgave you all that debt because you pleaded with me. 33 Should you not have had mercy on your fellow-slave, as I had mercy on you?” 34 And in anger his lord handed him over to be tortured until he should pay his entire debt. 35 So my heavenly Father will also do to every one of you, if you do not forgive your brother or sister from your heart.’

We live in a day and age of debts.  We have credit card debt, housing debt, car debt, education debt, and even food debt.  A school in Rhode Island had over the course of the year around $50,000 in unpaid debt from student lunches.  Chobani, the yogurt manufacturer, paid the entire debt in full allowing the students to graduate and receive their report cards.  We live in a day and age of debt, but also a time when people take care of others by paying their, at times, unpayable debt.

When it comes to the debts we have with God, we too owe more than we can pay.  The transgressions, the moments we have fallen short and the times we have missed the mark, all of these are debts in our metaphorical ledger with God.  One of the important images in our scriptures and traditions is that the cross of Jesus pays those debts in full.  By his broken body and his shed blood, all human debts with God are covered and paid in full.

But this idea of debts paid is fine when it comes to my debts with God, but the problem lies in other’s debts toward me.  I want mine paid in full and gone, but I will not let others be paid in full toward me.  This is why we have the parable of the unforgiving servant.  We have a large unpayable debt to the landowner.  We have the servant begging for mercy and the Landowner granting it.  This is normal language in the Church.  God’s boundless mercy, the suffering of Jesus Christ, the begging for mercy, these are all things we know well and accept with ease.

But what happens when someone owes us like the First servant to the Second servant.  The money owed is substantially less to the servant than owed to the landowner.  But what is the servant’s actions, have patience with me, and I will pay you.  But he refused; then he went and threw him into prison until he should pay the debt.  We beg forgiveness and God gives it.  Others beg forgiveness from us and instead we give them “justice.”  No mercy, no forgiveness, no cancelling of debts, no, “you pay in full, because I am the offended and the victim.”  We have been forgiven, but we fail to forgive others.

In our parable, the servants flee and tell the Landowner about the unforgiving servant and here is the response, you wicked slave! I forgave you all that debt because you pleaded with me. Should you not have had mercy on your fellow-slave, as I had mercy on you?” And in anger his lord handed him over to be tortured until he should pay his entire debt.  Failing to cancel the servant-to-servant debt, God cancels God’s forgiveness and ensures that the first servant with the unpayable debt pays in full.  Failing to forgive other people results in the loss of our forgiveness from God. 

What we fail to remember is that Christ has paid everything in full.  When someone sins against you, the repayment is Christ’s blood given to you on their behalf and the debt is cancelled.  When someone wounds you, the reimbursement is Christ’s blood given to you on their behalf, and the bill is paid.  When someone oppresses you, the compensation is Christ’s blood given to you on their behalf, and the invoice is revoked.  The debts are paid by Christ to you, and everything is forgiven.  Now we know why Jesus told Peter to forgive not 7 times but 490 times, because Jesus fully intended to pay all debts, even the debts owed to Peter, in his own body and blood.

My friends, no one finds this lesson more difficult than I, but we need to remember that when someone sins against us or incurs debt with us, those sins and debts are paid in full by Christ.  If His body and blood cover ours, they also cover theirs.  To impose those debts despite Jesus’ blood is impose our debts also.  But if we want Jesus’ blood to cover ours, then that same blood covers theirs.  This means that we are a forgiving church again and again.  Forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.  Now, through the Son and the Spirit, let it be so. 

A Flash Flood

19 Therefore, my friends, since we have confidence to enter the sanctuary by the blood of Jesus, 20 by the new and living way that he opened for us through the curtain (that is, through his flesh), 21 and since we have a great priest over the house of God, 22 let us approach with a true heart in full assurance of faith, with our hearts sprinkled clean from an evil conscience and our bodies washed with pure water. 23 Let us hold fast to the confession of our hope without wavering, for he who has promised is faithful. 24 And let us consider how to provoke one another to love and good deeds, 25 not neglecting to meet together, as is the habit of some, but encouraging one another, and all the more as you see the Day approaching.  Hebrews 10:19-25

Last summer, we received so much rain in such a little time that the road to our house was flooded.  The road has a low spot where the storm drains sit to move the water to the lake and the system can handle so many gallons of water in a minute.  But however, on that day the drainage system could not keep up and the water backed up onto the road completely covering it with about a foot of water.  To get home we would have had to drive through the foot deep flood waters.  I had no confidence whatsoever that I could drive through the road, and the car could stall or the moving waters sweep us away, at the time I could not tell how much was there.  So, we sat on the road for about an hour until the waters receded and we could with what courage we had drive through the water to reach home, and we did safely.

The author to the Hebrews is talking about his congregation having a road that the people could always have confidence in, no matter how much water was flooding the road, since we have confidence to enter the sanctuary by the blood of Jesus, by the new and living way that he opened for us through the curtain (that is, through his flesh).  The road to our house was blocked by water, the road to the sanctuary or house of God is open and permanent.  We had no reason to rely on the blocked road, Christians can have ever reason to rely on the road Jesus paves and cares for because the road was paved in his own blood from his own body.  If he makes and cares for the road, every believer can have the confidence to travel upon it, and no barrier can flood or erode it.

But while we can rely on the road to God because Jesus paves and maintains it; we must still make the journey and go into God upon that road let us approach with a true heart in full assurance of faith, with our hearts sprinkled clean from an evil conscience and our bodies washed with pure water.  Through our baptisms, the inner soul and outer body is washed and forgiven and then able to approach the holy God.  Sins are forgiven and we can go in.  But the hitch always lies in the approach.  Quite simply, do we go in at all?  We can rely upon the road, the door is open, our sins are forgiven, but do we take the necessary steps to walk upon and to go in?  Do we have faith that the road will keep, and the door will stay open and even we are forgiven?  Do we approach or do we retreat?  Faith says, let us approach and never, let us go back.

But while we can rely on the road to God because Jesus paves and maintains it; we must still hold fast to the hope that while we are on the way, we are not done journeying yet, let us hold fast to the confession of our hope without wavering, for he who has promised is faithful.  To hope is to anticipate the filling of the promises of God, but in the present not possessing them, or to be on the way, but not finished yet.  We are still travelling as a community upon the road Jesus paves and maintains, but until we are finished, we must keep travelling, we must hold fast to hope and never waver.  Here is the second hitch, the road at times becomes challenging and overwhelming and the despair of the journey urges us to turn around and go back instead of pushing through.  Do we have hope and keep going or do we retreat?  Hope says let us hold fast, never, let us quit.

But while we can rely on the road to God because Jesus paves and maintains it; we must learn what it means to truly walk in the way of Jesus Christ, let us consider how to provoke one another to love and good deeds.  To provoke is like taking a stick and poking a hornet’s nest, the hornets will become angry.  We on the way of Jesus Christ are to provoke one another, but not to anger and offense, but to stir each other up to love and good deeds.  The love here is the self-giving love of God, and the good deeds are compared to the evil deeds or sins from which we are cleansed.  To walk on the way of Jesus Christ is to encourage or provoke each other to greater and greater love and goodness instead of judgment and insult.  Do we provoke each other to greater love and good deeds, or do we make the journey miserable for everybody around us?  Love says let us provoke each other to sacrifice and goodness, never, let us hurt and hate each other. 

But while we can rely on the road to God because Jesus paves and maintains it; we must remember that we can only encourage each other if we gather with each other, not neglecting to meet together, as is the habit of some, but encouraging one another.  I think the key word here is habit.  We will have circumstances that prevent us from gathering to pray, study, worship and serve, but the hitch is when our staying away from church becomes a habit and not an exception.  You cannot be encouraged, and you cannot give encouragement if you avoid the community.  For the Hebrews they started to drift away into other things because the road became challenging.  We have many more things to pull us away than they did in our society, but it becomes more important to still make church a priority.  Encouragement says, let us meet, never, I have other things to do.

Friends, the road to God has been paved and maintained by Jesus our great High Priest in his own flesh and blood.  This means that we can have confidence to walk and journey upon it.  But at some point, you need to come in by faith and never retreat.  At some point you need to hold fast to your hope that you will finish and never quit.  At some point you need to provoke love and goodness instead of hate and wickedness.  And at no point should your neglecting to gather become a habit.  If we truly are following in the way of Jesus Christ, we will walk in faith, hope, and love, and we will always do so together.  Now, let’s get moving.  Amen.